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Tuesday, 07 April 2009
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By The-Dream
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"You got your braces off!"
I got my braces off! =D It feels hella slimy tho. Aha. Sooo, I didn't really wake up early today, -___-. So, I had to first drop off my brother to his school, then go to my orthodontist. It kinda hurt when they were getting the glue off. Ick, I haaaate doing the retainers mold. I had to do the mold 4 times. Ewwww. After I got it off, I thought I kinda looked different, but the outcome of the braces are great! Yay! Ha, I can't stop licking my teeth. Mm, I had to wait for 1 hour in the car for everyone to git back from the cathedral, since the whole school was locked til 10:30. I didn't know there was a bus for the crippled people to the cathedral and back to school! *FAIL.* Oh yeah, happy birthday Anne!<3 (= Have a greeeaaat one.
Sunday, 11 January 2009
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Last Night.
Alright, on the 9 of january which was a friday was basically not the worst day but then it jest wasent my day, jest say that. Well let me start of from where i woke up. I woke up at nine thirty, nine fortyish, some what around those times. That was the day tyler, chris, and i was suppose to go to the gymnastic jym. On Thurseday we called the gym to ask if they had an open gym on friday, and guess what they said, they said "Yes we do, we start open gym till four thirty till six thirty." the homy tyler said "forsure we will be there tomorrow." When we left temecula to go to san marcos it was around four, four thirty. We arrived at five, five ten and GUESS WHAT. The FUCKEN gym was fucken closed. OHH us three was so FUCKEN pissed. That day all we were loking forward to was to go to that gym and flip. For 20 minutes we were trying to see if there were any other open gymnasiams, and it was our luck, there were NONE. When it was five fourty we left and went to san diego. Out of my entire day i guess you can say that was my FAVORITE part, untill we got to the mall, meet up with the hommies and girlfriend. I get there with both tyler and chris and you know i was excited to see me GF but FUCK, i hated how she was acting around me. It was like as if she was giving me an attitude and everything. Ughh I was kinda pissed but you know i was with my bestfriend and couple hommies, so i wern't going to let her get to me but then i think it was cause he bestfriend was there, but whatever. But what i didnt understand is why she was acting the was she was, ya know., even if her bestfriend was there, that shouldn't mean she should act different around me. But its whatever now, that was the past and this is the future. When she was waiting for her dad she basically left me, like she didnt say by or anything. but she left when all the homies were walking out to, so then tyler, chirs, and i was jest posted there. Tyler was teling me thats fucked how she just walked away and didnt bother to say hi, i was like "FUCK THIS. LETS GO." while we were walking away, i think my GF finally noticed i wasent there, so then she decided to call chris and yeah. i walked to her and we talked. i just had the thought of her jest acting the wasy she did while i was there, but i didnt mention it cause i know i might hurt her. She left a couple minutes later so there for both of them and i left. We left san diego around twelve thirty. While we were driving home, our tire pops and we were like still far from temecula. we tried to get a spaitr tire and everything. and after thirty minutes or so, some one was nice enough to give us a spare. YAY. haha. when we got home it was around two thirty. We were so mad that we were like lets drink. We hit up the hommie and asked him to buy us Joose. By the way Joose is a alcahol beverage you can buy at a liqor store or a gas station that sells beer, and no its not beer. haha. its only nine point nine percent alcahol and that more alcahol then beer. we bought six bottles of purple Joose. The first can got us buzzed. The second can got us drunk and we didnt not even finish the second can. We were so drunk we went tagging and shit. after all the tagging we went to this one park and chilled there. when we were about to leave guess what the fuck hapenes. a cop car flashes his lights and everything at us, he gets out and flashes his flashlight into the back bed of the truch. in the back bed of the truck there were spraypaint, sraycans and everything. the cop was questiong us as was saying " you guys are tagging my neighborhood and all this bullshit. but the first thing he said was you have you guys have had alcahol beverages and we were like no sur. he was like you lieing and said i can smell the liqur and shit. he old up to get out of the car and he sat us on the side walk. he went to the car and looked inside and saw the JOOSE and was like whats this. blah blah we were controling our drunknes and everything. He was talking about i might arent you guys blah. he was going to give us tickets and put us in juvi for a night since we were drunk, driving with open alcahol in the car, past curfue, and holding spratcans and all this shit. after a while the cop was nice enough to give us a warning and told up to call the drivers parent. Tylers mom came and was like oh those are my husbands spraypaint. this that and she broght us to her house. she didnt bitch nothing. so yeah. that was my night well morning actually. haha
Thursday, 08 January 2009
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Humm.
Well the past few weeks i haven't been able to sleep. if i do then it would probably be around 4:30 to 5 in the morning. I've been wondering to my self why i haven't been able to sleep, is it the thoughts, the negativity, the fear of loosing her, i honestly don't know. The past couple of days I've been thinking a lot, especially negative thoughts, like 2 nights ago. Me and my girlfriend talked about is it better off being single or with me. While we were in that EXTREMELY deep conversation you could tell i wasn't really liking it, the reason why is cause i cant handle the thought of us even not being together. If i cant deal with the thought of it then how would i react in reality ya know. That night i teared two to three times, so did she. The reason why we started to talk about that conversation was cause of her, that day she was confused, she was hella thinking NEGATIVE. See i don't blame her but then yeah. She was telling me that she thinks i'm way out of her league, that i can do better than her, and all this other stuff. I told her that there is no need for me to do better cause i like how everything is going now, like yeah were still young but then i can see my self with her you know. Lately after that conversation i've been scared, scared of the thought of me and her even breaking up. that night she even was taking about if me and her got on a break and like we stated to talk to other people, when she said that i directly said, "I'll wait for you". She was taking about if that happened and me and her started to talk again then thats how we know were meant for each other. I honestly don't know, like i just been scared i guess.
BayBEE i miss you. I called you last night you i guess you were sleeping so yeah.
Ps. i need to talk to you about you and your bestfriend.
Monday, 05 January 2009
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It's Cold Out Here!
Oh deeeeng. Hella cold today. School started again! Wow. It was a pretty fast day though(= Thank goodness. Afterschool, I went to Starbucks with Tiara, Stephanie, and Jane. We went to Starbucks. I got hot cocoa. Hooray. Ahaha. Then went back to school, my best called me, we talked a bit. He is a lazyass! :P Well... I was outside the whole time doing homework and stuff. Aha. Yeupp, my hands are hellaaaa freezing right now -____- I want mittens :D AHAHA. Well also, my Vans got hella dirty today. Ughhh, still dirty after cleaning... but whatever. Mmm.... not much homework. I think.... /= Hopefully? AHAHA, I don't remember what's for homework. I finished my vocab book, my math homework, MOST OF MY JESSE TREE for Spirit and Self... Hmmm... French workbook? I never do that shit! OH YEAH, I have a shadow tomorrow! She's from St.Victor's and her name is Clarissa! But I don't know how to introduce her in French... LMAO. FAIIILLLL!!!!(x Well yeah... hope things go well! OH KAY, DONE! =D
Thursday, 01 January 2009
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FUCK THE NEW YEARS "/
Alright well everything was going to plan today, Getting ready to go to the mall and everything you know. When i finished getting ready I ask my mom to drop me to the mall and she was like "alright, ill drop you in a little bit." While i was waiting for her i was putting my WII and PlayStation 2 in the boxes so i can place them in my room since my baby sister fucks with it and like does shit that can brake it. After i finished all that shit i went down stairs to see wassup with my mom, she still wasn't ready so then i was looking for the baby since i didn't know where she was. when i saw her i was like " I SEE YOU" and i walked up to her. When i walked up to her she started to cry. I left right when she started to cry. My dad was saying "WHY DID YOU MAKE HER CRY!!!" so then i told him "I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING, ALL I DID WAS WALK TO HER AND SAY I SEE YOU." My dad got mad cause i was raising my voice and everything cause that was the second time my dad bitched to me about my baby sister but everytime i got bitched at, it was all for no FUCKEN reason. MY dad got up from the chrair and grabbed my and was bitching at me. he grabbed me by my head like he was going to smash it into the wall but then i got a way cause i guess you can say i fought back, but i didn't swing or anything. i was jest trying to get away from his harsh grasp. when i got away my dad smashed his empty soda can on my shoulder, which that shoulder got messed up acouple days ago. after that shit my mom came and was like "WHAT THE FUCK ITS JANUARY 1" blah blah. i didn't give a fuck. My dad threw me on the couch and was like saying something bout a fucken black eye or something so i was like " mhmm. yeah, whatever," my dad socked my on my head twice and the punched my chest once. after he socked my chest he punched my leg. fuck that hurt. I took every hit, they bitched at me and all this shit. my mom tried to make my baby sister hug me but i pushed her away. when i pushed her i was like "fuck you little as bitch, Get the fuck away from me!!!" My mother was trying to get me to hug her and say sorry buti was like " FUCK THAT, I didn't do shit, so there is no need for an apology." I told them they needed to apologize for the shit they've done but they didn't. after that i got bitched at more and my mom was like you cant go out this and that. My dad was saying " oh you wanna go to the mall. you should walk then. There for i said" alright ill walk. that doesn't bother me" After all the shit My mom was talking to me like nothing happened and was telling me to do shit. and you know in the state i was in i was like " no its alright. you guys can do all that." and i walked up stairs and blasted my music, ughhh
Stalker AKA BayBEEE. FUCK THIS NEW YEARS "/
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